We went to a tuition centre called "Summer Kids" at Danau Kota, to meet with the person in charge there for the part-time tutor job. At first I just go in there to accompany Cally, but then due to my cincai-ness, I agreed to teach the Form 2 Science subject. I wasn't prepared at all, as a tutor, or even in the subject. wth. Okay, so I will be having my trial class today, after college.
So it's Thursday, the should-be most happy day. haha. Actually I don't know why Thursday will be the most tiring day, since the class is also ending at around 3pm. XD Wanted to stay back at first, but then it started to rain so I went back home instead. Went to swinging again. I told you, swing is the best thing I could do and enjoy now. hehe.
The picture that I took the other day.
With my younger sister's "peace". XD
I like this pic. XD
So as I said, Thursday should be tiring and stuff, and for a pig like me, I should be sleeping straight away after I got back home, but I didn't. XD Read newspapers, walk here and there, sms, then watch tv and it's 6pm already. Have our "sisters' gathering". Basically, we talk. haha. Talk all kinds of things. And the conversation will not have single moment of boredness. Im serious. XD It's been so loooooooong time since our last gathering. haha. Ya la, everyone is busying with our own things. At first we thought we couldn't make it to pasar malam, 'coz the weather like.. okay, well, we made it somehow. haha.
Nasi Lemak that my elder sister bought.
Basically i don't what it is, but inside is prawn and yam.
Put zai gou. 4 of it. Why got 4 ? XDXD
Tokoyaki. 3 0f it.
Takoyaki with octapus in it! XDXD
Can see the octopus?
My elder sister with her big eyes and the drink, loh hon goh.
"I don't want to let you take!" XDXD
I put the one whole Takoyaki in my mouth. haha.
And come to Friday. Cally said I laugh alot today and asked me why. Well, I seemed to be, but I don't know. I slept so early on Thursday, 10.30pm, amazingly. (Jian Shen said he will kena Toto! XDXD) I fall asleep actually. haha. Too nervous about the trial class and the transport to get back. But, as I thought I will be energetic today since I slept for 8 hours, and I turned out to be a little bit more tiring then I expect. Then what's the difference if I sleep early and sleep late? XD
I was listening to Wooi Liang's story and, hmm, don't really have any comment. Good luck to you. Do what you think you should. And he's the new member of our gang. haha.
Today is the last class for us with Ms. Andrea. Actually, she's not bad. Today's environment is just so weird. What the hell is going on la?
Went to the tuition centre after Bio lecture. Cally wait until I got up only drive away, as what my dad did as well. So I got this good habit from him. Although quite dangerous to get up to the building by myself, since it's like quite empty and it's a new building, but, I never think of it. haha. However, Im aware of it.
My trial class will only start at 3pm. I reached there around 2.15pm. Quite nervous since it's the first time and I don't have any "real" experience before. So, I leave the rest to God since I have prepared before this. When the class started, I was totally crapping and I don't know what I was telling them. Okay then, after like 10 minutes, I got better and used to it. So started to teach something. Basically just a revision for them 'coz they are having their final soon. And.. thank God that what they asked I could answer. haha.
Class ended at 4pm. *sigh of relief* XD There's this one girl in the class who make the class more cheerful and thanks for it or not I really don't know how to come over it. haha. So I will be teaching them, next Tuesday. Still not the fixed time yet since I only finish class at 3pm on Tuesday. I walked from the tuition centre to the bus stop out there near JPJ. Seriously for me it's a quite short distance, around..... 400m? or more than that. Im not too sure. But it's kinda of dangerous if you walk there. XD
So lucky to get bus and reached LRT. Got message from my younger sister, who asked me to wait her, where she's only taking monorail back from Times Square, which is so far. =.='' At first I don't feel like waiting her, but, because Im so kind *ehem*, so I waited her at the bus stop near my house instead at the LRT. I took the bus back first and wait her there. I reached the bus stop near my house at around.. 4.50pm and so waited her patiently there. Saw alot of new cars passing by. And the car with the plate number WRK 1001 caught my eyes. haha. It's a mini cooper. WTH. Black colour. Super yeng. haha. Then it's a very new car with WRU 5060. XD I know, I got nothing better to do, that's why. No choice, I really can do nothing. haha. So it's 5.30pm when she finally reach. 40 minutes of waiting. I must challenge myself for waiting for more than 40 minutes next time. haha.
Finally reach home and started to feeling not well. omg. It's like dizzy+ vomitting. But luckily the feelilng is not that strong.
Im here, now, typing the blog for the past few days.
What's actually going on? Why is everyone so so so moody? I mean, why is everyone thinking alot? It's like, so many problems. Gosh. I tried to make it good, but I guess I failed to do so. Im so sick of it. No, Im not back-stabbing. Im telling you guys, why wanna lose the hope? Why wanna make it until like this? We stay in a group, don't we? Or it's just physically? I really hate it this way.
What bothers in my mind, it's that, am I not trying hard? Am I not doing my best to be in the group? I don't mind, if everyone eliminates me out. I don't mind if you guys want me to be alone. But I just don't like when Im in the group but I feel I ain't. Should I say frustrated? I always hope, tomorrow is a better day, and Im still hoping. I just hope things get better, don't stay like this, am I wrong? WTH!
Don't worry, Im still optimistic. Im still looking forward for the good things, in friends, in life.
People, talking about being single and couple. Im neutral in this matter. Be happy and appreciate no matter in which stage. Im not biased towards single nor couple. We have friends when we are single, we have companion when we couple. When it comes, it comes.
Anyone out there got anything that wanna "shoot" me or what-so-ever, just come. Don't turn here and there, just tell. Especially when it only involves me and you, I mean, two parties.
I will stay strong, no matter what. Who knows one day I gonna stay alone or being lonely again..
Okay, I don't what Im crapping.
p/s: Happiness and sadness must be shared. ok? hehe. XD
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