My return, really

Every single time that I mention something like "I'm gonna start blogging from now on!", and next minute you see me disappearing for another year or so. I officially give up on trying. haha.

Just to update you guys a little bit of my life (like you care):

1. I'm still in New Zealand

2. It's winter here (and yes, it should be cold)

3. I'm in my 2nd sem of 2nd year

4. I'm going back Malaysia at the end of the year!

'coz that's like what everyone will ask me so make sure you read 'em before you ask me or else I will know you haven't read this post yet and you should.

kthanksbye.

being the usual me

warning: you have 5 sec to decide to view this post or not, 5...4...3...2...1. ok go ahead and read but don't forget I've warned you! :P

Last night before I went to bed, I told myself...

Ok.. I'm gonna make a list of what I'm gonna do tomorrow as soon as I wake up, remember? Repeated twice.

What actually happened today when I woke up..

"We need to clean the place now! Brigit said we have to clean it now!" said Abby, my flatmate.

"WHAT?!! but I'm hungry...." I said.

We cleaned the place and I was hungry so I have to get bread from Coupland. Walking under the rain is a pain in the ass. I have to because I'm hungry. =X

I got back and I started eating and surfing the net....

Tick tock tick tock.. its 4.30pm now!

yea so what?

I am going out with friends!!

and....?

I DIDN'T ACTUALLY MADE THE LIST TODAY!

.....dang! -.-

from GfK

sorry blog really no time to update
>.<
write a lil also need to squeeze some time from my lunch hour..

p/s: am in the office..muahhahha and Sim Yee is still having her apple..lol

ciao

cheers =)

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Another random post

ok
there's something I have to say
I KNOW I PROMISED TO BLOG,
but I just FREAKING DON'T HAVE TIME LA OKAY!!
btw if you still don't know, I AM WORKING NOW.
yes, no suprise though =.=
AND I BOH LUIII LIAOOO SO DON'T KEEP TEMPTING ME WITH FOOOOOD
AND I HAVE TO LOOK FOR JOBS almost all the time
AND MOST OF MY TIME IS DOING THIS
and I wanna eat McD =((((

that make up why I'm not blogging right?
fair enough?
;)

(practically they sound more like excuses even to me haha!just bare with it la 'coz this is my blog! =p)

'coz all my blog is gonna be long/length/with pictures,
which will eat up my time to do other things like,
job-hunting, forum-ing, and etc

PAI SEH LAAAAA
=((

(unless you're willing to gimme MONEY then I would have lotsaaaa freeee times but you know I won't allow you to do so, just bloody forget about it to ask me give up on job-hunting. booooo)

and ya I have the sudden urge to change the song in my blog
'coz everytime I log in its the same old song that plays for don't know how many months
you guys not sick of it I ALSO SICK OF IT =.=

so enjoy the new song =)

(omgggg I love Shane's voice so muchhhh everytime I hear their songs. fall deeeeep deeeeep into it *dreaming*)


enjoy the holidays
enjoy your jobs

aiya just enjoy in whatever things you're into la okayyy

good night!

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and the most important..feel good..stay happy and smile more, says he.


I was thinking, what makes me feel happy, practically?

owh endorphins, I need you ;)

light in the darkness

I've been calculating
comparing
referring
and calculating

its a very mere chance
low possibility
but still I'll try my best

sigh..

so Trials for A2 are over, and I know I didn't really prepare..just, don't hope to see too bad results..
A2 is next and that's seriously getting on my nerves

sigh..

getting even more stress

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lemme tell you what I had been doing for this whole holiday..
sleep
eat
watch drama
online
eat
sleep
thats all
no revision
no study
but..I got read my novel la wtf

so..I am going to start my revision now
(ok I do know its very late..)
pray for all the best
ganbatte everyone for the MOCK exams.

p.s:Thank you ya for motivating me lalala~~

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we got nothing to do..
very sien..
lol

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out of my randomness

I want to watch...
The Proposal *16.8.09*
G.I. Joe *16.8.09*
Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
Harry Potter
Obsessed *not showing*
Public Enemies *not showing*

I don't mind having a movie marathon if you're willing to accompany me..lalala~~
faster come date me for movies la I want to watch them at cinema!! >.<

btw, I will definitely miss my sis sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!
*burst into tears*
you better miss me ah
*burst into tears again*
though its within my reach but its quite far as well so I can't visit her everytime
*burst into tears and again*

ok and AS results is coming out
save me
that's the first thing come across my mind when I woke up this few days..
too stress
=/

end with my story here with 2 spoons of rice in my dinner plate besides me.. bah! =p

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smile..=)

When we were having Chem lecture this afternoon.. I think its this SMS members came in and start distributing apples for the Apple Day.. and.. someone actually gave me this~ =)=)

though the girl has difficulty in pronouncing my name correctly,which happens quite often for other people, but ah sok was so sure its for me..


The apple




Thanks..=)=)


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hate last minute preparation

tests getting on my nerves

August
something big gonna change

September 1st
Trial for A2..
omg omg omg

but, am not motivated enough yet..
p/s:out of a sudden,I do miss you,really.but,disappointment brings me down till the extent I can ignore how much I miss you.
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8 hours

Siew Lee says, she has another fantastic record breaking today..
simply because she has a "nap" from 12+ to 8.30 pm today..
lalala~~

and she says, she doesn't think she can sleep tonight..
or maybe she can?
haha

because I know that I will be sick,
because I know that eventhough I wish I could be sick,
I won't be doing so..
and I know I won't let myself to self-pity..
though at times I feel weak
my emotions won't show out
because I know there's no need for sympathy
and I know I don't deserve to have one

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been in the library since 3pm..
first it was damn crowded as you know library is so cold and everyone enjoys the air-cond here while studying.(LOL)
then 5pm.. it was still quite an amount of student..
5.45pm..I really can't stand the hunger so I went to canteen 2 and buy myself a bread (very clever right? hehe) but its tasty 'coz its butter+ cheese~ lalala~
then 7pm.. the floor that I was in still left about.. 5 people? yea
and now, its 8pm.
am now in one of the most freaking cold place in this library
whereby my right-hand fingers feel so cold (o.O only right hand..weird weird)
unbelievable that I can stay till now though I do slack in between..
how good it is if I'm doing this everyday~ *day dreaming* lalala~~

one thing is, I'm hungry now. T.T
I want my dinner..

*8.34pm*
signing off and walking to TBR..

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长痛不如短痛

hope to see you getting fine soon..
I don't wish to see anyone suffers like I did..

be the brave one, have the courage and don't be a coward..

all the best to you..
=)=)

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The Shadow in the IceBerg aka Michelle says (12:23 AM):
deng u
i wana roll down jor
hoho

-Siew Lee-17th July, KLPac.anyone? lalala~~™ says (12:24 AM):
=.=
why roll down?!
wtf i wan do tutorial

The Shadow in the IceBerg aka Michelle says (12:24 AM):
/gg
i waan watch drama
i miss u
*smile*

-Siew Lee-17th July, KLPac.anyone? lalala~~™ says (12:25 AM):
...
shit u

The Shadow in the IceBerg aka Michelle says (12:25 AM):
haha
haha
i know u miss me too
hehe

-Siew Lee-17th July, KLPac.anyone? lalala~~™ says (12:29 AM):
OMG~~~~~~

The Shadow in the IceBerg aka Michelle says (12:32 AM):
hehe


damn straightforward can? lol
but I like it..
why wanna turn here and there if you can be straight? left turn,right turn, U-turn..then I will turn you upside down.. =.=

I hate coward.lol.

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July

Do you even realise that its July now?

its so fast. time and tides wait for no man.
AS over and now its A2.
omg talking about this can really freak me out.
bloody hell damn very stress lor.
and I somehow realise this because I talked something to my sis today.

omg I'm so gonna miss you! >.<

I don't care.I will on my web cam everyday and you too.lol
but I scare I will be too busy with A2 and wouldn't online that often which I know this is crap.lalala~~

anyhow I will miss the moments..=/

you! better miss me also! hahaha.

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weird facts

Google says, "From the age of thirty, humans gradually begin to shrink in size."

well I guess I begin to shrink in size as well.. @_@ thats what my sis told me about my size.
but I still think that I'm fat though I somehow look shrinker in size. =.=

and and I realised that my fingers actually grew longer! haha.should I consider this as an advantage? it would be easier for me to play the violin if so..=)

another thing is that, I feel cold easily recently which I find it quite weird..hmm.. I used to have strong resistance towards "air-cond temperature"..but I eventually feel cold at DK 2 (note:DK 1 is freaking hot previously but I think they fixed it or what and so I started to feel the coldness).. arrrgh not a good thing!

daily horoscope says, "Health: Take care of yourself because there are too many things you have to do."..
well, I'll try to do that huh.. =p

anyway this post is out of my randomness again 'coz I'm too bored..till the extent where I actually updated on my "poker face" (at the side) this morning that I couldn't remember it until I saw it just now. O.O
Alzeimer's disease is back due to lack of sleep as a consequence of being too stress..lalala~~

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Anything

I had this post before about the anything and whatever..
so this is the "anything" that I had..
hmm.. its cola..
and I kept it in the refrigerator..and found out that the taste changed..into a quite weird taste..
lol.
anyway,I think this can be found at supermarket. not too sure is it easily available.



Sarsi and Strawberry.. my fav =)=) Thanks to bear bear..hehe

the other day someone said wanna give me prize 'coz I sleep early for that week and and, after that week I practically sleep late again =.= lol will try to sleep early but these few days can't sleep well and kept awaken by those weird dreams. =.=

slept at 4am and woke up at 6am..doesn't really sleep through the 2 hours, as I said, kept waken up by weird dreams. arrgggh. and I have muscleache again =.= at first thought it was because I'm being too tired but the ache continues for quite few days and I realised that its due to stress. =.=

A2 oh A2..

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Thanks to ji mui@ Zheng Xiang for fetching me to college today~~

really, thanks alot..

=)=)


p/s:out of a sudden, I feel like wanna eat Ramen..the promise?haihz.

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am very sure that CITC speed is slower than my house's one.
but at least I can log in to hotmail!
arrrgghh
anyway, gonna back to studies now.
sleepy.. zzz


p/s:the time table is so small!

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