This is only what I can say,
每個人在做選擇的當下,都有個自的理由,也很單純.但做了選擇之後,別人怎麼看待你,那就複雜了.
For those who don't know Chinese, sorry la.
Thank you to those who have been answering my questions regarding A levels or colleges.
Thank you Kah Wai, Fui Yen, Ka Wah, Zheng Xiang, Seow Yen, Qi Kit, Kian Nam, Frankie and Jing Rong.
Thanks to my sis for forcing me to Taylor's. XD
Thanks to whoever I didn't mentioned your name above.
Specially thanks to Kah Wai, because I really really really get many help from him. Oh ya, and your shoulder! hehe.
Specially thanks to Jing Rong, although only once I asked her the question, but I truly get lots help from her.
Specially thanks to Fui Yen, because not that close with her, but still willing to tell me more about TARC A levels.
Specially thanks to Ka Wah, for helping me around about A levels and Taylor's.
Specially thanks to Yue Fen, for not letting me alone at TARC and accompany me.
And more.
Thanks to Keat for letting me zat. XD
Thanks to those who chat with me.
Thanks to those blogger who blog and let me spend time reading your blog, especially Ooi Tong. XD
Thanks to Yuen Nee and Yuek Che for letting me to think something out of A levels.
Thanks to Sam for letting me to ask you those "love" questions after not more than 10 times chat.
Thanks to Cao Ge and Aska Yang for singing those nice songs.
Haha. XD
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Sad? Blur? Uncertain? I don't know.
If you really read my blog, and did chat to me this few days, perhaps, few weeks, you will actually know that I have something very difficult in mind. Yeah, no doubt, about my studies.
And if you really understand, experienced and felt the feeling before, you will know my current situation. So helpless, like the person aiming no way in my imagination, walking rather running here and there, sobbing over to just get rid of this.
I don't know what' so sad of this, to choose the college. But I just do. Emo girl. Whatever it is, this is my 3rd post today. I just wanna type whatever I feel, which I may not have it next time. Even it's not something supposed to be recorded down, but I just want to do so!
After reading JR blog, Im getting more sad. I don't know why. Maybe it's something I felt before, so I am actually hurting my old pain. Duh.
Don't listen to sad songs when you're in mood like this. I don't understand why Kah Wai will tune to sad songs when he was emo-ing. Now, I truly understand. You will just switch to Cao Ge, or Aska Yang. So that you will feel more sad!
....
And if you really understand, experienced and felt the feeling before, you will know my current situation. So helpless, like the person aiming no way in my imagination, walking rather running here and there, sobbing over to just get rid of this.
I don't know what' so sad of this, to choose the college. But I just do. Emo girl. Whatever it is, this is my 3rd post today. I just wanna type whatever I feel, which I may not have it next time. Even it's not something supposed to be recorded down, but I just want to do so!
After reading JR blog, Im getting more sad. I don't know why. Maybe it's something I felt before, so I am actually hurting my old pain. Duh.
Don't listen to sad songs when you're in mood like this. I don't understand why Kah Wai will tune to sad songs when he was emo-ing. Now, I truly understand. You will just switch to Cao Ge, or Aska Yang. So that you will feel more sad!
....
Dream
Make your dream comes true. How much I wish I could.
Somehow I have to give up, give up to the reality.
Not to say give up or what, it's the reality, where, I wish I could never face it.
JR told me her secret, reality mah.
Money is the root of all evil.
I know, I really know.
Im one the person who think dream can always be achieved, and that's what makes me not to accept the reality of this life. XD
Actually, JR asked me to go sleep and wake up and think again, because like this it's less biased and more healthy.
Haha. If she didn't tell me, I wouldn't realised. Im actually in a very blur state.
All thoughts, opinions, ideas, decisions, problems rush into my mind.
I could think, but not properly, just like the non polar covalent bond, which has one one side slightly negative and one side slightly positive, but with no net charge.
So do I. Like the symbol of Libra, 50-50. Just that I couldn't classify it into both well.
Lalala.. I don't know what am I crapping.
Somehow I have to give up, give up to the reality.
Not to say give up or what, it's the reality, where, I wish I could never face it.
JR told me her secret, reality mah.
Money is the root of all evil.
I know, I really know.
Im one the person who think dream can always be achieved, and that's what makes me not to accept the reality of this life. XD
Actually, JR asked me to go sleep and wake up and think again, because like this it's less biased and more healthy.
Haha. If she didn't tell me, I wouldn't realised. Im actually in a very blur state.
All thoughts, opinions, ideas, decisions, problems rush into my mind.
I could think, but not properly, just like the non polar covalent bond, which has one one side slightly negative and one side slightly positive, but with no net charge.
So do I. Like the symbol of Libra, 50-50. Just that I couldn't classify it into both well.
Lalala.. I don't know what am I crapping.
So hard
It's really so hard la..
Don't say Im very indecisive or what, the fact is, it's really hard to make this decision.
After I asking around my friends, even some seniors, both like saying 50-50 to TARC and Taylor's.
Some say, A levels, you need to work hard on your own, however lecturers are important as well.
Then they said, TARC lecturers are not bad actually.
So why still ask me go Taylor's ?
Good lecturers and better facilities?
TARC got sports complex with swimming pool, tennis court, badminton court and gym.
How about Taylor's?
So what do you mean by the better facilities?
Perhaps the computer lab?
Perhaps the lecture's hall?
Perhaps the lab?
Perhaps the class room?
I don't know, and no one tells me about that.
Some say, if you go Taylor's, you get freedom, staying outside.
Then, you have to pay those high cost of living.
Some say, TARC almost all Chinese woh. Then how's their English level?
Taylor's not alot Chinese lah.
That's actually very true. But, not to say their lecturers are using Chinese during lecture, no such thing.
Some say, it's just A levels, and you are getting same cert from CIE even which colleges u go for GCE A levels. So, why you wanna spend so much to Taylor's?
Some say, not so confident with TARC woh.
Some say, go Taylor's to get more input, from the lecturers I guess.
I don't know how's both colleges lecturers, I just heard from what others said.
For me, if I choose Taylor's, I must bare the peer pressure, as what Jing Rong told me.
Yeah. Those thing like, "You go there results must be very good, at least 3As la."
If not, they will think like you waste money go there not for study.
One more thing is, Taylor's is famous for it's Pre-U course, so, all those smart students appear to be there.
It's so stress to face with them, actually.
Haihzzzzzzz.
Not about tuition fees, how about cost of living?
Food? Accomodation? It's killing me.
JR said, Taylor's has more reputation than TARC, which most people think.
So, most people think = the truth?
According to Taylor's representative from Pre-U department, from 700 students, 70 of them got straight As.
Of course it's alot compared to TARC.
But, it's just 10% out of 700 students.
Ooi Tong said, why don't you spend your money to enjoy your Uni life at London instead of spending RM24k at Taylors for just 1.5 years?
Somemore he said,go to Taylor's to meet stylist people, so-called high-class people.
Yeah, JR also mentioned about it.
I actually quite scare, to meet people that's probably one class higher. haha.
Fear.
I admit that I would put Taylor's as one of my choice apart from the popularity in Pre-U course, because, I would like to experience the life at there.
In contrast, I feel so scare, for meeting people from different life style.
JR said, Taylor's is like the "Yin De College" in Meteor Garden. Where all rich students study, and I will be Shan Chai. XD
I can actually feel that, I could not give up Taylor's, just because I want to experience the lifestyle. But the reality always keep my away from reaching there. I am so suffer. I don't mean to say I don't like TARC, in fact I like the environment. But, I just couldn't tell myself that, I am not going to Taylor's.
Maybe, maybe I just need some time, to say goodbye to Taylor's.
Don't say Im very indecisive or what, the fact is, it's really hard to make this decision.
After I asking around my friends, even some seniors, both like saying 50-50 to TARC and Taylor's.
Some say, A levels, you need to work hard on your own, however lecturers are important as well.
Then they said, TARC lecturers are not bad actually.
So why still ask me go Taylor's ?
Good lecturers and better facilities?
TARC got sports complex with swimming pool, tennis court, badminton court and gym.
How about Taylor's?
So what do you mean by the better facilities?
Perhaps the computer lab?
Perhaps the lecture's hall?
Perhaps the lab?
Perhaps the class room?
I don't know, and no one tells me about that.
Some say, if you go Taylor's, you get freedom, staying outside.
Then, you have to pay those high cost of living.
Some say, TARC almost all Chinese woh. Then how's their English level?
Taylor's not alot Chinese lah.
That's actually very true. But, not to say their lecturers are using Chinese during lecture, no such thing.
Some say, it's just A levels, and you are getting same cert from CIE even which colleges u go for GCE A levels. So, why you wanna spend so much to Taylor's?
Some say, not so confident with TARC woh.
Some say, go Taylor's to get more input, from the lecturers I guess.
I don't know how's both colleges lecturers, I just heard from what others said.
For me, if I choose Taylor's, I must bare the peer pressure, as what Jing Rong told me.
Yeah. Those thing like, "You go there results must be very good, at least 3As la."
If not, they will think like you waste money go there not for study.
One more thing is, Taylor's is famous for it's Pre-U course, so, all those smart students appear to be there.
It's so stress to face with them, actually.
Haihzzzzzzz.
Not about tuition fees, how about cost of living?
Food? Accomodation? It's killing me.
JR said, Taylor's has more reputation than TARC, which most people think.
So, most people think = the truth?
According to Taylor's representative from Pre-U department, from 700 students, 70 of them got straight As.
Of course it's alot compared to TARC.
But, it's just 10% out of 700 students.
Ooi Tong said, why don't you spend your money to enjoy your Uni life at London instead of spending RM24k at Taylors for just 1.5 years?
Somemore he said,go to Taylor's to meet stylist people, so-called high-class people.
Yeah, JR also mentioned about it.
I actually quite scare, to meet people that's probably one class higher. haha.
Fear.
I admit that I would put Taylor's as one of my choice apart from the popularity in Pre-U course, because, I would like to experience the life at there.
In contrast, I feel so scare, for meeting people from different life style.
JR said, Taylor's is like the "Yin De College" in Meteor Garden. Where all rich students study, and I will be Shan Chai. XD
I can actually feel that, I could not give up Taylor's, just because I want to experience the lifestyle. But the reality always keep my away from reaching there. I am so suffer. I don't mean to say I don't like TARC, in fact I like the environment. But, I just couldn't tell myself that, I am not going to Taylor's.
Maybe, maybe I just need some time, to say goodbye to Taylor's.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang
Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang, SMK Puteri Titiwangsa
05/04/2008
I thought this year I would miss this event, but I still able to join it.
Eventhough it's a very boring event, however, it's a memorable one.
You will never forget the prize you get, the wishes you get, and the proudness you feel. =)
Even you will nervous until you forgot to bound, or forget to shake hand, even forget to smile at the VIP, you will still feel happy.
And...
Even it's just a trophy, a cert and a RM50 voucher you got.
Two NS friends actually came to the event, which I was quite suprise about it.
Our "Tokoh Pelajar" goes to Miss Yuek Che.
"Pelajar terbaik SPM" and "Pelajar terbaik SPM aliran sains" go to Miss Vivian.
Congratz to both of them. Though I had known this earlier, still feel so proud of them.
This kind of event it's best to have lots of friends gather altogether to take pictures!
Especially with the "jubah" on us.
My school
All of us
With Ah Sok, Seow Yen
My grandson, Vivian
A picture with her
With my son, Xin Ying (p/s she's tall)
The ever sexy Eveline (XD)
My lou dao,Chiew Yen (holiday for NS)
Another tall one, Wei Wei
Irene, Me, Wei Wei
With Lai Lai, Sook Yee (NS as well)
Two smart students, Yuek Che and Vivian
Oops.. Sorry la my bf,Ain for taking this photo!
Come hug! Yuek Che, Ain, Me, Wai Yee
It's me before going back!
Due to some reasons, pictures which contain Sook Peng's face cannot be posted. haha.
05/04/2008
I thought this year I would miss this event, but I still able to join it.
Eventhough it's a very boring event, however, it's a memorable one.
You will never forget the prize you get, the wishes you get, and the proudness you feel. =)
Even you will nervous until you forgot to bound, or forget to shake hand, even forget to smile at the VIP, you will still feel happy.
And...
Even it's just a trophy, a cert and a RM50 voucher you got.
Two NS friends actually came to the event, which I was quite suprise about it.
Our "Tokoh Pelajar" goes to Miss Yuek Che.
"Pelajar terbaik SPM" and "Pelajar terbaik SPM aliran sains" go to Miss Vivian.
Congratz to both of them. Though I had known this earlier, still feel so proud of them.
This kind of event it's best to have lots of friends gather altogether to take pictures!
Especially with the "jubah" on us.
My school
All of us
With Ah Sok, Seow Yen
My grandson, Vivian
A picture with her
With my son, Xin Ying (p/s she's tall)
The ever sexy Eveline (XD)
My lou dao,Chiew Yen (holiday for NS)
Another tall one, Wei Wei
Irene, Me, Wei Wei
With Lai Lai, Sook Yee (NS as well)
Two smart students, Yuek Che and Vivian
Oops.. Sorry la my bf,Ain for taking this photo!
Come hug! Yuek Che, Ain, Me, Wai Yee
It's me before going back!
Due to some reasons, pictures which contain Sook Peng's face cannot be posted. haha.
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